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The hardest thing about feeling depressed, for me, is that I feel like I have absolutely no right to be. Because I know I lead a pretty significantly privileged life. Because even when I think they won't, things usually seem to work out for me (knock on wood). Because I'm a lucky bastard. Because I know so many people have it worse than I do.

But at the same time, I can't shake it when it comes on. It dulls my happiness. It kills my optimism. I know, logically, I shouldn't worry, shouldn't be so hard on myself, shouldn't feel so sad. But I can't NOT feel these things... =/